So last night Brittany seen my scars on my thighs while we were eating dinner with -her mom and step-dad and she was like “What’s this?” ‘cause I was wearing shorts and they ride up when ever i sit and I was like “Nothing” and she was like “You’re lying to me. We’re gonna have a talk about this later and like 30 minutes later we went in her room to go lay down and watch a movie and I was hoping she forgot about it but she didn’t and she kept asking me questions like “Why did I do it, when was the last time i did it, does my mom know, does my sister know, etc..” and it was really awkward for me and I almost started crying cause I really dislike talking about that but she made me promise her i would never do it again and if I do she’ll be mad at me. 

Ever since I started dating my girlfriend I’ve been so happy :)
I haven’t thought about cutting, I haven’t worried/ obsessed over my weight, I don’t feel as depressed, and I’ve been sleeping WAY better but I’m assuming that’s because I’m not all sad so I can sleep better but still.

I met this girl and she’s just so amazing. We talked on the phone two hours and she just amazing she makes me laugh and is such a bitch but nice at the same time and I’m just so shocked she likes me ‘cause she is WAY to gorgeous to be liking me. Only thing is she’s gonna be 18 on Thursday and I’m on 15 about to turn 16. I really hope that age thing doesn’t fuck with anything. :/